Friday, February 1, 2013
Of gods and Music
These days I have mellowed and come to understand spirituality. I can touch the deepest parts of my soul, embracing the energy within myself and others; the energy which exists in every living creature. While I am still an atheist, I value the faith that others have within themselves. Just as I expect to be allowed to develop and embrace my own version of spirituality, I will defend anyone else the right to their own. My spirituality has no god and no savior save for the fact that I have embraced it to save myself. It is the ultimate act of taking myself, this self that I have built from a person who was once too hurt to want to live, too raw and broken to exist within the real world. I have taken all of the hurt, guilt and pain and turned it into something I understand and can embrace. I have accepted within myself, the parts of that will never fit in with my family and I have turned away from the guilt which was instilled from the moment I could understand what I should feel guilty of. To me, it is power in a raw and animal form. I play because I touch my spirituality here, take it and make it my own. My kink is simple. This is the place where I find my bliss, touch my version of god and create my own heaven.